OMG!!!!! new years this year was the awesomest this year that has ever been!!! i had never watched the ball drop before but this time i did it was super cool!!! ^^ and i couldnt have had a better time if i had wanted to. no, scratch that, if i hadn't been feeling sick i would have had a better time. but anyways, back to the awesomest new year's ever!!
i know a lot of ppl will roll their eyes at this and think i am a freak but i dont give a rats behind ( as my awesome teacher Mrs Efird would say XDDDD ) but this new years was spent in at lock in at church. yes u heard me a church. the awesomest ( heh, i keep saying awesome, man, i need some new adjectives..... *grabs thesorus* **note i know i spelled that wrong LEAVE ME ALONE! *glares at reader* ) anywhos. First Assembly rocks my world! (tis the church i was at) that's also where i went to the Christmas party. that, too, was an awesome party ^^ i had never been to a Christmas or new years party before so now i'm happy ^_^ i'm not a likeable person i suppose..... ><;;;;; that's ok tho cuz i am who i am and that cannot be changed.
at the party we watched movies, played games, worshiped like crazy ( i almost fainted, if i hadnt been stubborn enough not to i believe i would have ><;;;;;;; ) what stunk was a i wasnt tired at all when i went to bed. i was feeling really sick so i had to lay down. I dunno why i felt sick, not sick sick but ya know when u have off days like u have a headache and u feel kinda weak?? it was that kinda sick >< luckily, even though i got only four hours of sleep i felt much better when i woke up and Matt made breakfast for us that i was very grateful for. ^^
Speaking of Matt, i realized something, i was talking to Bethy dearest (u guys know her as
) well, she works at Zaxby's or however its spelled (never been there so i dont really pay attention to how its spelled LOL ).... anywhos she works there on Wednesday nites n it turns out she knows Matt from there o.O i was like, "wow! its a VERY small world" XDDD well, it may not be the same Matt but i would be surprised if it wasn't lol i can't believe that though. Bethy, my dearest lil sis ( notice, sis here, like in all of dA family does not mean she's really my sis, i wish but no ) knows Matt. i mean, a really good thing but its just weird.... o.O
I've wrote quite a bit more on my story over break. Its getting really long now. I'm really far behind in my typing though but the typed version is at 48 pages, 12 font size..... O_O Wow.... and thats only like 5 chapters of it..... i honestly never thought i could make this thing so long... For those who haven't the slightest idea what i'm talking about, I'm talking about a story i've been writing on since i was in the 9th grade ( it has been re-started since then so thats why i'm not that far into it...) but it is a Christian/fantasy story. It is about a 15 year old girl who dies and goes to Heaven. Upon dieing and going to Heaven she learns that the two best friends she had on earth were not human. They were her guardian angels. To add more to her shock she finds out that she, too, will become a guardian angel. It starts shortly before that though, while she's still alive and such. That's what the first 5 chapters are
what happens before she dies
and that's only 3 days worth of it O_O
What makes the story weird though, every ( almost every ) character in this story is based on someone i know in real life. Not their looks, their personality and such. Yes, even i have a character in this story (weird huh?) Anyone who has played a important role in my life in some way, shape, or form has a character. Even some events in my life and my friends that play the main characters are bases for some parts of the story. Yeah...it's strange i know... to make it even stranger everyone who's read it says they love it O_O *shock*
Clubs
Family
my one and only beloved onii-chan!
my twin sis!!
my sweet sis!!!!
- my sis since 4th grade
my awsome lil sis/twin sis (we act enough like it to b twins XD )
- my big sis! ^_^ she's awsome!
my sis!! ^_^ she's cool!!!!
my lil sis
my newest buddy!! she rox!!!
- (last but not least) my most adorable lil sis!!!
two hearts = ppl i know in real life
The Last journal as Arana-chan
Neglect
if you would like to watch me. i've already added some of you guys to my watch but i had not the time to get around to everyone. 
i'm so mad rite now i never want to see anyone from school again. yeah yeah i know its harsh but rite now i dont care. i've been close to breaking apart for who knows how long now well i think this did it. 
Tired
she's even fallen asleep in one of those teeny tiny uncomfortable desks we have at school (u know, the ones that aren't big enough for all your books on the desktop) 
Joy
